Spoil-the-Tee-Tree

I Don't even know what I am anymore, I don't know who I am anymore.......

Last night, I was filled up with rage....jealousy......

90% asleep.......but 100% killer.....

Unaware of what i was doing.....

Of what I was becoming....

It wasn't me.......

Something psychotic swallowing me whole...

Unwillingly to let me breathe.....

Suffocating me...

Into the new me.....

The monster me....

Everyday I'm getting worse....

There's no cure.....

What have I become?......

What have I done?...

Nothing will be the same again.....

There's something crawling in my skin.....

Before too long I'll be gone for good....

I hate what I've become....

What I am.....

What kind of monster I am.....